x` the love that soars ; .

The Love That Soars, I'm With You [v22.0]

I would never erase the sincerity in your eyes,
when u told me, you love me.
I would also never forget the way your eyes burn,
when I angered you, and broke your heart right from the bottom.
neither would I forget the sadness in your voice,
when you said sorry after everything.

These are every bits and pieces of the pair of wings a butterfly has.
put them back again, and we get to soar up high.

Dear, I love you.

18 December, 2006

The weather has been gloomy recently & I keep hesitating whether to go running anot. I heard there's a gym near Yio Chu Kang stadium. I thought of going there & check it out today but then I've been reading through my advanced theory book & I haven't even finished reading, besides it's been raining on & off for the rest of the day. So boring. Can someone find me things to do???

Maybe... I will go to the gym in the evening when I've finished reading. It's quite difficult to understand the theory without visualizing. Too bad hippo is unable to help much because I'll be taking 'manual' driving practice whereas he's obtained an 'auto' driving licence. I've been listening to so many advice to take 'manual' licence because it's like 1 stone kill 2 birds, which means once I've the manual licence, I can operate auto licence as well. Haha... in other words, I can drive any car I like. (I still prefer subaru!!!!)

Pengz... cannot stand Hayden anymore! Everyday whine like a spoilt brat! At least my Shawn behaves better than him!!!! I dun understand why his mum can't hire a caregiver to look after him since their family is so well-off. I haven't seen a child as naughty as him! Tell me about it... I've been looking after kids like him since secondary 2 & I'm not babysitting for 1 but 4 or more sometimes when my cousins gather together to play mahjong then they'll dump their kids to me like I'm some kind of babysitter! Usually when kids misbehave, they'll correct their misbehaviour when given warning but not Hayden. I dun understand why hippo's mum can't bear to be more harsh or firm on him. He's getting out of hand lately & if not for hippo's mum, I'll straight away whack him until he learns. Yea... this is how I bring up Shawn in the past, I'll only smack him when he misbehaves & refuse to heed my warning. Nowadays when Shawn misbehaves, all I do is verbally correct his mistakes & he'll stop. This is what I call an obedient child.

Because hippo's parents love Hayden so much, this kid has already started stepping on top of their heads! My, how would I be assured that they won't spoil my kid the next time I entrust them to babysit? They're not even firm at all, they treated him like a king! To think bathing & changing him needs 2 adults to do the job! Ha... how funny! Is this what parents sometimes call kids like Hayden 'growing pains'?? He's not even their grandchild & they love him to the core!! I'm not being jealous here because he's not related to me, I just dislike an disobedient kid like that. In fact hippo is not very happy that his parents are obessessed in looking after Hayden due to the 2 family personal problems. The only person whom Hayden is afraid of is Hippo because he's loud & fierce.

I dun hate the kid, I only wish he behaves himself. Can you imagine how many times a day hippo's mum have to lose temper & get frustrated over a child like that? Guess she should have her blood pressure checked!!! lolz...

Sianz... it's raining again... how am I supposed to go gym like that?? Can... still can go because it's indoor. But I hate the idea of getting wet!

You know something.... people like my age will begin or in fact have already losing contact with friends. It's hard to get together nowadays because of different commitments. Some have already started a family, some are reaching the pinnacle of their career, some are still basking in their lovey-dovey relationship & some have became socially withdrawn for some unknown reasons. Therefore I think it's important to have a partner at this point of time so that you won't feel lonely because he/she will always stand by your side irregardless of rain or shine.

Oh... the rain has stopped... think I can start packing my bag!!! Cheerios..

Wan Ying wrote at 4:48:00 pm

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