x` the love that soars ; .

The Love That Soars, I'm With You [v22.0]

I would never erase the sincerity in your eyes,
when u told me, you love me.
I would also never forget the way your eyes burn,
when I angered you, and broke your heart right from the bottom.
neither would I forget the sadness in your voice,
when you said sorry after everything.

These are every bits and pieces of the pair of wings a butterfly has.
put them back again, and we get to soar up high.

Dear, I love you.

30 March, 2007

Dear God, why are you so against me going to work out??? I just wanna keep fit & stay healthy, I've been exercising consistently throughout this week. Can't you see how diligent I am?? *puke* It just annoyed me whenever it rains during my work out, I hate going home getting drenched esp when I've showered from the gym or swimming pool. Why oh why???? Why must rain fall on me??? Can you rain after I've reached home?? On account of my sincerity, pleeeaaassssseeeeee......

Yea... I've been going to gym & swimming alternatively this week. So keen to exercise!! I've just realised it's good to exercise esp where the matters of 'heart' is concerned. End results?? A slim body like mine *puke* & a good heartbeat!!!! Today is another swimming time, I'll be leaving after blogging... haha... my face hasn't recovered from the sunburnt on wednesday. Been swimming for almost 2 hours until the sky darkened only then I'm willingly to leave the pool. In fact I guess that's a sign from God to leave early because when I read my phone sms, I was informed about the 3 pm interview at Mount Elizabeth specialist clinic. (Shh... dun breathe a word of this to AH!!!) I just wanna work temporarily to refrain from shopping unnecessary, occupy time & gain learning experience...

On Tuesday night after I've emailed to Mt E about the application for Clinic Asst, I received this sms from the clinic manager to come down for an interview the next day am. I've been contemplating whether to go for this interview because I knew they'll reject me on the spot if I were to tell them my real intentions. But I wanna give it a try but have been procrastinating wanna go for interview anot.

So the next day I sms both my clinical lecturer & class advisor for some advice. Mdm Ong thinks I should give it a try whereas Ms Yeo gave me an alternative job opportunity ie to call up SNEC to try out part time job (but when I called to enquire, all vacancies have already been taken up) I'm so proud of Ms Yeo, always think so highly of me!!! Haha... she also think the same way as me. She felt sorry that I can't continue diploma studies at the moment & strongly feel that I can go for it if I keep 'pressurizing' AH... duh.... I accept my fate. I'm going to start work soon.

Ultimately I still went to Mt E for interview in the afternoon. Call me backside itchy whatever!!! I'm just curious to find out what's the job scope like. It turned out that I prefer being a ward nurse to a clinic asst. As a clinic asst, I've to do paperwork & receptionist (which I dislike totally!!!) In a ward setting, I can nurse the patient happily. I dislike handling outpatient clients because most of them are generally out to challenge the nurses!!!! I prefer inpatient clients because most of them are generally not so fit to challenge us!!!! Muahahahaha... of course there're bound to be nasty & violent types but I always let the male colleagues to handdle them whereas in a clinic setting, you're all by yourself. I'm scared!!!!! I pray hard I'll NOT be selected for this position & I truly regretted it when I applied for it. But hey, the interview doesn't mean I'll want the job but it gives me an idea how the environment will be if I were to work there.

Anyway I'll still continue to send in my resume JUST FOR FUN!!!! You know it's like participating a lucky draw & you'll never know when you'll get it. Same theory as interview. When a group of people apply for the same position, the HR just have to select those who are eligible & match their criteria. I'm glad I did as in the previous cases because this shows that I have what it takes to be a practicing nurse!!!! Geez... I'm such a psycho...

Nowadays apart from working out, I'm just lazy to go out. I prefer to stay at home read my books instead. Know why??? I'm running out of money soon... haha.... cannot let hippo know or else he'll pull my ear again!!!! Even when I wanna go out also must ask permission from hippo!!! I can go anywhere else except overseas, clubbing or overnight stays. So long the desired location falls under any of the above-mentioned category, he'll say a big NO to me!!! If I go against him, he'll report to his mum who'll in turn nag at me. His mum is his trump card whenever I 'disobey' him. Damm him!!! I just gave him a nickname called 'goofy'!!!! Muahahaha... so cute!!!

Now it's 10am. 1 hour past my breakfast, so now I'm going for swimming..... la la la la la....

Wan Ying wrote at 9:13:00 am

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