x` the love that soars ; .

The Love That Soars, I'm With You [v22.0]

I would never erase the sincerity in your eyes,
when u told me, you love me.
I would also never forget the way your eyes burn,
when I angered you, and broke your heart right from the bottom.
neither would I forget the sadness in your voice,
when you said sorry after everything.

These are every bits and pieces of the pair of wings a butterfly has.
put them back again, and we get to soar up high.

Dear, I love you.

31 March, 2007

I'm so home alone!!! All by myself now!!! =( Hippo & his family have gone to LCK cemetry to pay respects to his grandparents. It's gonna be a huge gathering over there, sounds like a big occasion like that. Many of his relatives will be turning up including all his cousins. I opt not to go because it's not my business anyway. In fact, from a superstitious point of view I'm not allow to go with them unless I belong to the 'Tan' family la. Haha... Louis so kind to me, he borrowed 3 VCDs from his friend for me to watch after knowing I won't join them for the praying session. Nah... all the action-packed shows... I've finished watching one show so now it's eye-rest time now... haha...

In fact, I'm not used to be alone. If I've to be alone I must switch on all the lights in the house, then on the TV just to fill up the room with noise & play MP3 from the PC. Ha... I'm such a scaredy cat!!! I dunno what time will they be home because I can't sleep alone.

Today I helped Hippo banked in $15k of cheques. Wow.... dunno can buy how many LV bags already!!! You don't judge by a person's qualifications, you should look into his/her job profile instead. Though hippo only has an ITE cert, he earns alot alot... but his money comes in & goes out very fast because of the equipment he needs to buy for his clients whenever he do servicing for them. Though his job is high risk & demanding I hope he'll be able to expand his business in a few years time then hire a few more workers so that he can lessen his burden or rather to step down into more of supervisory & management level. I dun want him to risk exerting his heart all the time because I knew his BP has been roller-coasting most of the time. If he collapse, I'll be the next pillar of strength for his family which I don't want that to happen because I don't earn much. His mum not keen to do business as suggested by hippo, so the idea of extra income has to drop it la...

Hippo has been complaining pain from different parts of his body. I wish I had all the requisites in the ward at home so that it's readily accessible, no need to see doctor to waste money. This hippo doesn't know I can take blood pressure using a manual stethoscope & a BP set except that I'm a 'butt-cleaner'. What a loser!!!!! boo... But I'm glad he's been losing weight recently.

Tomorrow hippo is going to bring Gracious (his dear godsister aka cousin) to buy a hp. She's secondary one already so her mum suggested to buy her a hp. She's another lucky gal la... He wanted to buy her N73 but her mum said a normal hp will do. This hippo can think of buying such a luxurious hp for her sia... now I'm going to demand the latest model E75 from him. Eventually hippo think a simple sony ericsson should be good enough for her. Last dec, he bought her the latest creative MP3 so out of jealousy I demand him to buy me PSP & I got it!!! Tadda... so easy!!! I know I'm getting materialistic but can't help it because we live this once & if we don't get to enjoy what we want, we'll die with regrets. Or simply put it this way, I've never had a good life before so this time round let someone pamper me like a princess lo...

I've been teasing hippo these few days that I've little vincent & little wan ying inside my tummy!!!! Haha... He's so afraid that his mum will overhear & mistake it for real that he shush me up!!! Then he still can turn around & ask me izzit permissible from my work contract that I can get pregnant during my bond period. I know what he's thinking & I'm not going to let it happen. Not until I've a diploma. Not until we're married. Not until we've a house of our own. Not until his siblings become independent.

Enough of blabbering... gotta hang the laundry before they come home...

Wan Ying wrote at 11:18:00 pm

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